Yarin Dahl
The
suns shone brightly down upon the plain. As the wind picked up to a strong
breeze, the scent of the wildflowers washed over, pervading the senses until
there was no other scent. The grasses swayed to and fro, rustling out a familiar
song. It was almost as if they were whispering, calling, saying….
“Yarin
Dahl! Stop looking out that window and pay attention!” The loud snap of a ruler
striking his desk broke Yarin out of his reverie. He was not out in some far
distant field; he wasn’t even outside. What he was in was trouble.
“Well,
Mr. Dahl, what do you have to say for yourself this time?” Yarin looked up at
his teacher, Mrs. Shiang, always a terrible sight when she was angry, and this
time she was livid. Before he could formulate an answer, she squawked, “Don’t
give me any of your excuses! I’m sick to death of them. You’re going to see the
administrator, young man!”
The
low murmuring of his classmates did nothing to ease his anxiety as Yarin stood
up and exited the classroom. The silence that filled the halls on the way to
the administrator’s office was little better remedy. His only solace on these
journeys was the always-friendly face of the school secretary, who greeted him
as he entered the office.
“Hello
Yarin, daydreaming again?” Miss Brom asked good-naturedly. Yarin’s only answer
was a shy nod. “Well, just have a seat and I’ll tell the administrator.” He
went to where he was told and sat down. As he sat down, Yarin thought about how
unfair it was that when you had to wait for something you dreaded, the waiting
seemed interminable to boot. He wished things like this would just happen
quickly and be over with.
After an eternity, Miss Brom
said the administrator would see him. After a moment’s hesitation, Yarin slowly
paced the length of the room and opened the door. a deep-set voice greeted him.
“Come in, Mr. Dahl, and have a seat.” With a silent sigh, Yarin did just that.
“So, I’m told you were caught
daydreaming again.” The administrator leaned forward toward the boy. “I thought
we were going to get this under control. What happened?”
“I tried, sir, really I did.
It’s just that…”
“Go on.”
“Well, it’s like I hear…well,
it’s like I’m called outside. I’m just minding my own business, and trying to
pay attention in class, when I suddenly get drawn to the window.” Yarin shifted
in his chair, knowing that this was an inadequate explanation. “And then, it’s
like I’m out there, smelling and feeling and…hearing. It’s almost as if…”
“Continue. As if?”
Yarin searched for the words and
found none. “I…can’t explain it. I’m sorry.”
“No matter. However, these
episodes do cause a disruption in class, and I am going to have to assign three
days’ detention. I’ll tell Miss Brom to give you a slip. Go on back to class
now.”
“Yes, sir. Um, sir? That plant…”
Yarin indicated a potted plant that was residing on a table in one corner.
“Oh, yes, it’s not doing so
well, is it?”
“You’re giving it too much
water. It only needs about half of what you give it.” Yarin cocked his head to
one side. “And it’s getting too much shade. Perhaps you should move it nearer
to the window.”
“How can you know those things
from all the way over here?”
“I don’t know…I just do, sir.”
“Well, class is changing. You’d
best hurry if you don’t want to be late.”
“Yes, sir.” Yarin got up and
quickly left the office.
* *
*
The suns
shone brightly down upon the yard. The sparse tufts of grass were always
thirsty in this dry soil, but seemed resigned to accept what they could get as
they went about their business. The large old jatangu tree dwelt among them,
always a figure of age and wisdom, a home and livelihood for more than he could
count, for as long as anyone could remember.
Yarin
liked to come here, out well behind the house, when things like school got to
be to much of a hassle. Here he could forget all of his problems and be at
peace, if only for a little while. He didn’t know why, it just was so.
“It is
nice here, isn’t it?” Yarin hadn’t noticed the stranger’s approach into the
clearing, so when he spoke Yarin nearly jumped out of his skin.
He got
up and quickly started getting his things together. “I’m sorry for trespassing,
sir. I’ll just go now.”
“You
imply that someone can own this land, can own any land. That is not possible.
Please sit.”
Yarin
sat without hesitation, almost before he had told himself to. The man’s tone
made Yarin want to listen to what he had to say.
“Yarin,
have you ever felt different, out-of-place, like you did not belong?”
“Yes, sir.
All the time. But I don’t…”
“Do not
elucidate. Do not speculate. Yarin, what I am about to tell you is very
important. Have you heard of the Jedi?”
“Just
stories, sir.” Yarin was about to add more, but decided against it.
“Relax,
close your eyes, and tell me what you feel.”
It was a
strange request, but Yarin did as he was told. “It’s…kind of hard to explain…”
“Tell
me.”
Yarin
tried again. “Dry..it’s dry. The suns feel good, but the small one, that gives
life.”
“Can you
discern the tree from the rest?”
“Uh…yes,
yes I can. It is strong, and old. It was here before the grass came.”
“Very
good. Open your eyes.” Yarin did so. “What you have felt, Yarin, you have felt
through the Force. The force is what bind us all together, and ties you to me,
and you to the grass and tree. Do you understand?”
“A
little.”
“That is
enough for now. Come, let us explain to your parents why you will be leaving.”
“Leaving?!
What..?”
“In
order to train you properly, we can not have distraction. I have a feeling that
your home would provide many.”
“Train
me?”
“As a
Jedi, of course.” He made a glance in Yarins direction, and Yarin remained
silent. “The Force runs strong within you. That is why you can feel the plants
as you do. That is also why they can call you into distraction, so much so that
you have been labeled ‘daydreamer’. You must be properly trained in order to
control these urgings.”
“And I
have to go away to do that?”
“Yes, it
is imperative. Come, let us go to your home to get your things.” The man rose and
started walking off. Not really knowing what else to do, Yarin followed him.
* *
*
Over the
next several weeks, Yarin learned from Master Cho’on, as Yarin learned to call
the man. He taught him how to meditate, in order to, ‘achieve peace, and regain
the Force energy.’ From him Yarin learned the intricacies of lightsaber combat,
first with Master Cho’on’s own lightsaber, then with one Yarin constructed for
himself. He thought he had learned a great deal, but one fateful morning
changed his thoughts and quickly.
While
eating breakfast, Master Cho’on broke the silence with news of a ‘test’ of some
sort. “You have grown in your abilities, now we must see just how much.” Yarin
was about to ask questions, but was told simply to finish his breakfast.
When he
was finished, Yarin asked his master what he was to do. Master Cho-on
instructed, “Do not stand. Your food was drugged; you will become unconscious
quite soon.” Before he could protest, blackness overcame him.
* *
*
The
screaming in his head was the first thing Yarin awoke to. Hundreds of voices
crying out in anguish, despair, and pain subsumed him. He couldn’t move. He
could hardly breathe. All he could do was lie there, curled up in a ball,
clutching his head, until he got up enough wind to start screaming himself.
Through
the screaming he could barely hear something else, which was growing in
strength. Yarin recognized his master’s voice as it said, “You must exercise
control!”
The screaming
continued, in his head and from his lips. He attempted to get up to his knees,
but just fall back down onto his side. He heard his master again,
“Concentrate!”
This
time Yarin managed to pry a hand from his skull in order to help himself up,
but only collapsed to the ground even harder. He heard his master a third time,
this time almost pleading, “Yarin! You must master yourself! Only you can do
this!”
Trying
to concentrate, Yarin attempted to remember what he was taught, to meditate to
achieve peace. And, although he tried, he couldn’t concentrate through the
screaming.
But then
he came upon a seeming random thought and focused on it. He started to think
about the clearing, with the dry grass and the jatangu tree, and how they made
him feel. Soon, the feeling of peace from those memories washed over him, and
he was able to sit up. The screaming was still just as loud, but he was now
able to keep it from completely taking him over.
After a
few hours, Yarin slowly opened his eyes. He was in a forest of trees, but they
were all diseased, twisted, and rotting. Their screams were still echoing in
his head. He turned to see Master Cho’on, who had a rarely seen pleased look on
his face. “This whole forest has succumbed to diseases and parasites, and is
dying slowly. When I found this I knew that this should be your test. You have
done well. Let us return now.”
Yarin
slowly stood up and followed him out of the forest. He wondered if he would
ever be able to help the trees, even though it seemed far too much.
* *
*
Another
month more of training, Master Cho’on had some unusual news for Yarin. Bidding
him to sit by the fire one evening, he started, “Yarin, you have come far in
your training, yet there is so much more for you to learn yet.”
“Yes,
Master, I am still ready to learn.”
“Yes, you are, yet you have learned as much as I can teach you. I must send you to those who can complete your training.”
“Who,
master?”
“There
is a place called Ossus. There you will be taught to better hone your abilities
and learn about the Jedi who came before us. You will leave in the morning.”
“But
master…”
“Do not
fear, Yarin, for I feel we may well meet again.” With an unprecedented wry grin
he added, “The universe is not as big as all that.” With that he put out the
fire and went to sleep.
* *
*
The suns
shone brightly down on the spaceport. Yarin looked up toward them, perhaps for
the last time. As he boarded the passenger ship, he briefly wondered what the
suns were like on Ossus.